Warning: this post is going to be random.
I am so ready to be unpregnant. My back has been hurting and I get tired so easily. I am also mean to everyone, especially to my husband. Sometimes I dont want him to touch me and then he gets this sad look on his face. So I had to tell him the "It's not you, it's me" line. I am extremely irritable and just everyone just gets on my nerves. I even got mean with this lady in Walmart. I was checking out and about to swipe my card and she was too close to me. So I told her in a blunt polite way, "Can you please step back a little bit?" In these situations, I usually just grimace or mumble under my breath. But she picked the wrong day to be breathing all down my neck.
I have also been bored to death and battling a little depression. I am tired of being home all day everyday. I told my husband I was envious of him because he gets to curse out soldiers all day and clean weapons. He just laughed. But I was so serious. One early morning, I watched him sleep and as soon as he opened one eye, I immediately grabbed his attention. He laughed and said, "You need a friend, don't you?" I said, YES! I do love my husband, but all he talks about is Army stuff. BORING! I really miss my friends back home and my family. I also miss having a 9 to 5. I do realize I am blessed to be able to stay home with my kids, but I just need something that is just, Rekita. So I started my blod designing business again...but soon I will be going to school for my master's. I really need to get my career started. I want my husband to be able to get out of the Army so we can move back to Georgia to be near mine and his family and friends and I drop my kids off whenever I need to...wishful thinking.
But any-who I wanted to share this picture of my two boys. They fight all the time but sometimes I can catch them embracing their brotherhood. I think it is the cutest thing.
Cameron was asleep and Christopher was just laying beside him. My husband took this picture. He said it was a little quiet upstairs and he went to go check on them. He found them like this.
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